Its okay not be okay.

I was flying back home when decided to throw out the feelings that im going through. I am gonna let everyone knows but you.

HEY

I am missing. I wanna disappear.  I wanna cry, but HELL the tears wouldn’t come. I HATE IT.  Can someone tell me what happened with me? I am used to be fine. I should be happy when someone new is trying to get my attention. But turns out. NO, I AM NOT.

OH DAMN! He is handsome. Trust me! My friends said so. and SO SMART and INDEPENDENT.

I wish i can crawling back to those days when i was with you. When my mouth was so trembling to say these damn words “I LOVE YOU”. When we were stuck at your place. Watching silly series. Laughing to some stupid Vlog. Dancing to my disco music. Or when i enjoyed the rain. Harm the eyes spark the smile.

OH NO I AM FUCKIN MISSING YOU. YOU OR THE MOMENT?

OKAY, I am missing the moment with you.

Shit! finally happened. Just call me if you find this STUPID letter!

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